Anish to Anushka

Hello girls! my name is Anish and I am from a very small town. Ever since I was a kid, I always wanted to become a policeman and whenever I see a police film, I just couldn't control my feelings and wear my NCC uniform pretending to be a cop. As I grew older my zeal to become a police officer has increased. After my degree exams, I decided to leave to the nearby town to join an institute and prepare for police exam. It's been a month since I reached this town and it's very pleasant and people here are very caring too. I was so focused that I didn't even visited a barber shop since almost a year. The notifications were not released but I didn't give up my hope and I am preparing as the exam is next month. Soon my hair reached my mid-back and I used to wear a ponytail to class. I never talk to anyone and mind my own business and soon notification was released. I cleared the exam and was selected in the physical exam with just passing marks, and as per the rules candidates who gets selected with passing marks are supposed to be trained in a different location. I got my invitation and immediately left for the training camp. As I reached the building, I could see it was a not as huge as police academy. It was just half the size of it with huge compound walls and most of the area covered by trees. It felt as if I am walking through a forest. I reached the main building. Everyone was looking very oddly at me, probably because of my ponytail, but after wandering around the building I discovered that almost everyone there are women.

I took my joining letter and reached the office. The receptionist was talking on the phone so I was waiting there for a couple of minutes. She then took my later and started laughing. I am surprised, why is she laughing at me? Soon she called a superior officer. A tall and well-built woman walked in and asked me to follow her into the cabin. I did and the room was filled with medals and shields. I told her it was an honor to be trained by her. She slammed her hand in the table. I remained silent and my eyes wide open. Are you a man? She asked. I was surprised and with hesitation I replied, yes. What is your name? She asked in a very high voice. Anish, madam, I replied. Aren't you ashamed to be here? She asked. I lowered my head. I tried my best to build my body madam but I couldn't do it, I said. There has never been a man in this institution, our state police have very low standards for physical requirements and you couldn't even clear that? How pathetic is that, she said. She stood up and walked toward me and pulled my scrunchie, what is this? Why is your hair so long? I guess you already knew that you are unfit for a man I guess, she said. I tried to respond but she shouted, shut up. I really like your long hair, if you are here you don't deserve to be called a man, from today your name will be Anushka and that's how I am going to accept you into this institution. You will follow the same rules like the other girls including your hair and clothes. You are lucky the uniform here is trouser and shirt but your hair will be in a braided bun and you’ll have to wear the undergarments of women. I'll sponsor those for you B cup bra would fit you right and seeing at your trousers, you can easily fit into panties. I want you to tuck your penis so that it won't disturb you in your panties, and will remind you that you are not a man. Take this letter and go out and register or else just leave the academy. If you really are a man you will choose the second option, she said.

Tears started rolling out and I walked out and enrolled myself as Anushka in the institute. I left to the room which was allotted to me and soon I received a package, which contained bra, panties, hair clips, bindi and bangles along with my uniform. I had a roommate but she had not joined yet. Next day, I got ready and tried on the bra and panties, I felt humiliated and ashamed of myself. I changed into uniform a khaki shirt and trouser then went to the auditorium. And day started with speeches and motivation. Then the chief walked on to the stage with a chair and placed it in the middle of the stage. In the mic she called out my name and I walked on to the stage, she made me sit on the chair. Ok! We are all women here and we are here because we didn't want to sit at home and be weak and serve men, the person sitting on this chair was a man, but since he is too weak to be a man so they sent him here, I don't think women are weak and I checked the results and this person who used to be called Anish is no match to the women here, as he is weaker than all women enrolled here. Since today he is Anushka. I need two volunteers to walk up to the stage and do his hair and pierce his ears and I'll place a bindi on his forehead and complete his transformation. Two girls walked up and one started piercing my ears and the other person was brushing my hair as I lowered my head in shame in front of hundreds of women. The women started brushing my hair. I could feel it and then she started braiding my hair and then twisted the braid into a bun, then added Bobby pins to keep it in place and placed a bun-net on it. Chief walked up to me and placed a hand on my bun and started pressing it. Looks good on you, she said and placed a bindi on my forehead and asked me to wear earrings from today.

After the seminar, chief called me to her cabin and as soon as I entered the room, she hit me on my crotch and I fell down on the ground. I told you to tuck your shit, every time I see you, I'll check if u tucked it or not, now get lost. I went to my room and started crying. After few minutes, someone placed a hand on my shoulder and looked back. It was a beautiful girl she said her name is Shreya. She hugged me and wiped my tears, and told not to worry you have to be strong mentally and physically as once your training is over you can leave and be normal. Her words gave me hope.

A year has passed and I am still the weakest. They gave us supplements and food but they are mostly for women and contained lot of estrogen and this made me even weak. My fat deposit got redistributed around hip and chest like a woman. My bra size increased and my hair now reached my butt. Shreya braids my hair and makes bun daily. She shares her earrings, bindis, and clips with me. Due to tucking, my testosterone levels dropped causing my crotch to get smaller. It got so small that I can hardly feel anything down there. I still have one more year to go. As we are in second year now, we can go out. Shreya is from the same town so she often goes out, she keeps asking me to join her but I always deny, as I don't want to go out like a woman.

One day Shreya insisted and forced me to come along her, so I agreed. I changed into a t-shirt and trouser. I had to wear my bra as my breast size has increased tremendously but I didn't know what to do with my hair so Shreya suggested she will braid my hair and make a braided bun. She started braiding my hair and she just could not stop complimenting my hair thickness and how silky and smooth it is. She finished braiding and made a beautiful bun. We came out and took an autorickshaw to the nearby town. As I got down the auto, I realized that my bun was open and braid rolled down on my back. I felt embarrassed and tried to stop the autorickshaw as I was ashamed of myself and wanted to go back but it already left and new autos are very far to go. I ran into a nearby vacant street and Shreya followed me, I told her I want to leave but for that we have to go a long way as we were far away from academy, but if we stay for few hours there is a shopping market nearby, we can do some shopping, have some fun, and we can get autorickshaw from there and return back to the academy. I had no option as if I plan to walk it will take same time anyway, so I agreed. Shreya suggested I let my braid out, and not put it back as bun and act like a girl as I already look like a girl even in trouser and t-shirt. I know she is right, so I let my braid out like girls. We started walking and my braid was swinging as it was very thick and was hitting my butt at every step. Shreya was laughing, I was ashamed and she suggested me to swing my hips or it will look odd, so I started swinging my hips like girls, I felt natural and feminine doing it. Due to the training, I still looked slightly manly. We reached the shopping market and Shreya started shopping new clothes and accessories for herself. She shopped lots of dresses, makeup, and accessories from different shops. We were tired moving from one shop to another. The shopping got late and it was getting dark. As we were walking, we could sense few people where following us. I got scared, Shreya consoled me and asked not to get scared. For some reason I was more scared than her, being a man, I should be the one giving her hope but I was getting nervous and I forgot that I am a man. They started teasing us specially me, look at that girl with long braid, how sexy her figure is, I just can't control myself I want to pull her braid and hug her, I am very horny, I atleast need a kiss; they said. Shreya turned around and started scolding them and as she said we are from the police academy, hearing this they ran away. We got relaxed and walked away, I thanked Shreya and she was laughing. I realized I am a man and felt ashamed. We couldn’t find any autorickshaw as it was dark, so we started walking back to the academy. After a while, we entered a forest like area where someone attacked us and Shreya fell unconscious. The four men took me into the bushes and one of them was closing my mouth. They held me tight to the ground and started molesting my upper body and the other person removed my trousers and reached to my crotch. He shouted immediately, she isn't a woman, he is a sissy, they all started laughing. Sissy does have amazing hair and body; they said and threw my trouser on my face and walked away. I ran to Shreya as she was searching for me. I hugged her and started crying. Shreya consoled me and we walked back to the academy.

She took me to my room and made me sit on the bed. She brought some shopping bags and gave them to me. She told these are few sarees and churidars which I bought today for you along with these earrings, bindis, and bangles. Look at you Anish, see your long hair and feminine body, you are not a man anymore. The way you felt scared and nervous when those men tried to rape you, you forgot that you are a man so trust me and let me show you what you really are. I remained silent as she undressed me and as I was already wearing bra and panties, she started sliding the blouse over my arms and hooked it. Then, she started draping me in saree, and made me sit in front of the mirror. She took a comb and started combing my hair and she said, I looked pretty which is making her jealous. She changed my earrings and placed a bindi on my forehead. She started braiding my hair and I felt a dose of feminine emotions with every plait she did on my hair, finally she started combing the end of my braid and it felt as if I am not a man anymore. Finally, as she was sure about it, she made me wear bangles and hugged me and welcomed me to my new life as a woman.

Chief: “hello! Anushka I hear you have accepted your life as woman, but too bad for I can't let that happen, I really hate you way too much and I am going to make sure you suffer as long as I am in control and you leave this place”
Me: “I don't understand what you mean chief, what have I done that you want to take revenge on me, please look at me I can't go back to being a normal guy anymore so at least let me be a woman please”
Chief: “your mistake was that you ended up here in this great institution, which I took care of and made sure it provided the best women officers, who are strong. I never let any man enter here, you dared to enter even after I warned you, you are not a woman, you are a man, you will never be a woman and I won't let you. I'll make sure you stay like this neither a man nor a woman for rest of your like. Officer Sam you can come in now”

Officer Sam is our physical trainer, he is huge, muscular and yet handsome. He is an alpha man every girl dreams of having.

Me: “Officer Sam’s presence is making me weak in my knees, don't know why but the presence of a man in the room is making me nervous. I am shivering and sweating all over my body”
Chief: “what happened Anish oops sorry Anushka, you seem very uncomfortable, is it because of Officer Sam, I wonder why? Do you like him? He looks handsome and manly that's how men are supposed to be, not like you, hahaha. You are opposite of being a man. I guess presence of another man made you realise that you are a man too but you are nothing compared to him am I right? Whatever maybe the reason so Officer Sam is here for few months to specially train the cadets and as it is a girls institution we don’t have special room for men and as no rooms are vacant I want you to share your room with him as you both are men and Shreya will be shifted to a new room. Officer Sam will be in charge for next six months until I return from my vacation”
Me: my heart sunk and i got scared “but madam!”
Officer Sam: “hello chief! you told me, I can meet my new roommate, where is he?”
Chief: “right in front of you, officer Sam”
Officer Sam: “She is a girl. How can I stay with a woman?”
Chief: “Anish, officer Sam has a doubt and you need to clear it, remove your trousers and tell him what you are or you can resign and leave”

Tears started to roll out as my head lowered and I started unzipping my trousers, they started laughing at my panties and officer Sam came close to me and touched my private parts

Officer Sam: “there is something down there but it’s size makes it nothing, but there something on his chest, feels good”

He placed his strong hand on my chest and pressed them and gave me goosebumps and tears started to roll down my chin

Officer Sam: “you were right chief she is not a girl, but my god look at that braid it’s so thick and long and weights a lot too”

He was holding my braid and at times pulling it too

Me: “I started feeling embarrassed right now, being around women made me comfortable but this is very humiliating”
Chief: “carry officer Sam’s bags to the room and he will join you, Shreya has already vacated the room”

I tried lifting the bags but it was of no use, officer Sam lifted it up with just one hand and started walking as they all started laughing again.

Me: “he is making comments of my braid and telling me how sexy I look and at the same time he is calling me a sissy”

In the room

Officer Sam: “huh! What is this room? I understand that a girl used to live in this side of the room but what’s wrong with your side? Your mirror table is covered with combs, scrunchies, hair clips, lipstick and other makeup stuffs? Let me check your wardrobe, what are these? bras, panties, a saree? churidars? You should have bought sanitary napkins too, aren’t you ashamed to be like this? I would have died instead of being like you”
Me: lowered my head “sorry sir but I am ready to do anything to be a police officer, I know I am not enough of a man, so I have accepted myself and my life as a woman”
Officer Sam: ‘you are a man and nothing can change it and just by dressing and growing your hair like a woman, won’t make you a woman”

he walked towards me and hugged me and kissed me on my lips, I tried to resist but he is too powerful and I couldn’t move an inch

Officer Sam: “being with a man will make you a woman to a certain extent, hahaha”

He pushed me onto the bed and went to freshen up and I sat there on the bed crying at my fate. Soon he returned naked from the bathroom and I closed my eyes and I could listen him laughing at me

Officer Sam: “come on Anish, we both are men no need to be shy, open your eyes or else you know I'll make you do something more than just staring at me”

I opened my eyes

Me: “thank god! he is wearing his trousers; I'll get you some tea as you get ready sir”

I stood up and started walking away

Me: “ouch my hair! sir what are you doing? Please leave my hair, ah! It's hurting sir, please leave me.”

I was pleading like a woman resisting herself. He held my braid in his hand and was pulling it, one tight pull and I ended up in his arms and he is hugging me.

Officer Sam: “you smell good, next time if you smell so good like a woman, you will end up on my bed. I want you to get rid of all woman clothes except the training clothes and girly stuff. You are not a woman, if I find you wearing them again, I'll show you what's it really like to be a woman. You can keep your hair long, if you don't listen to me, I'll hold your braid and show you the place where you belong”
Me: “yes sir, I'll do as you ordered”

I took all the girly stuff and gave them to Shreya. Officer Sam won't let me talk to anyone and if I talk to someone, he just sends me to get something.

Me: “I really miss Shreya; it's been so long I'll sneak away and talk to her. Officer Sam, can I go to the cafeteria and have coffee?”
Officer Sam: “ok Anish! You can go but return soon”

I left the room but Shreya was not available so I returned to the room

Me: “Shreya what are you doing here?”
Officer Sam: “I invited her over. Shreya let's continue our chat, what kind of men do you prefer if you don't mind me asking”
Shreya: “I like strong men, who can take care of me sir”
Officer Sam: “Every girl wants the same. What do you think about an Anish? I need an honest answer”
Shreya: “Anish is my best friend; he is the best girl I've ever met”
Officer Sam: “thank you Shreya! you can leave”

Shreya left the room

Officer Sam: “so Anish how did that feel? I hope you are not heartbroken; as a woman you shouldn't mind what she said right?”

I lowered my head and Officer Sam called me towards him and made me sit next to him as he started sliding his hands over my braid

Officer Sam: “Anish, woman only like men who are strong and protective and not some like you. They treat you as if you are one of them. I know you like her and you are not into men because you resisted when I kissed you and that means there is still a man alive inside you and you gave up on him. Don't be sad, grab this opportunity to be the man she likes”

He placed my braid on my shoulder and held the braid on his hand

Officer Sam: “it's beautiful and irresistible. If you were a girl, I would marry you, but you are not, look at this braid you are not supposed to have it but you have one, aren't you ashamed? The length of your braid tells me how long it has been since you gave up being a man. I wanted you to keep your hair long so it can act as a reminder that you're not supposed to have it and you need to be a man and get rid of it”

I was still staring at the ground lost in my thoughts and stood up and walked towards the door and met Shreya in the garden

Shreya: “hey Anushka! Did officer Sam talk anything about me? He is so cute you are lucky to share room with him. You get to see his hot body all day, come let me comb your hair and braid it for you, while you can tell me about officer Sam”

I sat down as Shreya untied my braid and started combing my hair

Me: “Shreya, I love you a lot!”

I clenched my hands nervously as she stopped combing my hair and started laughing

Shreya: “I love you too Anushka, we are sisters for life”

She said with a smile on her face and started braiding my hair

Me: “I am serious Shreya; I really love you and I want to marry you”

She finished braiding my hair and placed my hair on my shoulder

Shreya: “you look pretty!”

She kissed me on my cheeks

Shreya: “don't be jealous of officer Sam. If you like him, I won't try. Don't spoil our friendship like this by distracting me. I'll always love you and care for you as my sister”
Me: “Shreya, I am serious; please don't treat me like a girl. I don't like men, I like women, and you know that”

Shreya: “I know you are serious but I don't want to take it seriously”

She took me to her room and closed the doors and made me strip my clothes off

Shreya: “look at yourself, slightly big chest and thin shoulders, hourglass body figure, and specially the thing between your legs it's so small”

She squeezed it with just two fingers and I was on my knees. She placed my braid on my shoulder, it fell in the middle of my legs touching and covering my private parts stimulating and it gave me goosebumps, my nipples felt sensitive all of a sudden and Shreya touched them.

Shreya: “look at you. You call yourself a man? You like it when I touch your nipples and you like the sensation of your braid against your body. You are fooling yourself by saying you like me. You are not a man and you will never will be one”

I dressed myself and left. Officer Sam started training us and focused mainly on me and it’s been six months now, I've got stronger than before and didn't dress like a girl in these six months. Officer Sam left and told me that I've got better and I can be much better if I continue training and Shreya is back to my room again.

Shreya: “Anushka come fast! Chief is calling everyone to the auditorium”

We left to the auditorium and took our seats

Chief: “I've been gone for a while and I see officer Sam has done a good job on all of you as I just saw the reports and your physical levels have increased dramatically. I would like to congratulate you all but first I would like to call Anish on stage”

I walked onto the stage nervously and she made me sit on the chair again but this time they gave me a mic. She had a smile on her face.

Chief: “what's your name?”
Me: “Anish”
Chief: “are you a man or a woman or anything else?”
Me: “I am a man, chief”
Chief: “I heard you wanted to be a woman then what changed?”
Me: “officer Sam trained me and made me strong madam, I was not confident and gave up on being a man but now I am different”
Chief: “so you are confident now? Can you strip naked and show us all how much of a man you are?”

I started to remove my clothes and was standing naked in front of all the women. Chief walked towards me and touched my chest and private parts as they were sensitive, I tried to cover them and everyone started laughing.

Chief: “he looks way better than what he was before but still he is the weakest of all in the academy and he calls himself a man”

She made me turn around and removed the clip which was holding my bun. As she removed it, my hair rolled out and started swinging from side to side, touching my butt every time it swings and finally my hair settled on my butt. The crowd was laughing and whistling at me and I was trying to control my tears.

Chief: “well now that looks appropriate but something is missing”

She bought a pair of pink panties and threw it on my face

Chief: “they will fit you right as there is nothing between your legs. Wear it and sit on the chair”

I wore the panties and sat down with my head lowered and tears started rolling out.

Chief: “Shreya, I want you to come on to the stage and put lipstick on Anish, the macho man”

Shreya walked towards me and put lipstick on me. Being a man, I am sitting in a chair wearing panties, while a girl I love is putting lipstick on me, and hundreds of women are watching.

Chief: “I've given you a chance and you failed. You proved to everyone that you are not a man and surely not a woman either you are no longer allowed to wear any male garments around until you are in this institution”

The meeting ended and everyone left but I remained on the chair for hours and I left to my room at night when it was dark and everyone was in their room. Shreya hugged me as I entered the room.

Shreya: “I am sorry I just did what I was told”

Tears started rolling out from her eyes and I wiped them off and she wiped mine

Shreya: “let me help you with your hair”

She started combing my hair

Shreya: “officer Sam asked me to tell you that I like macho men and you are like a sister to me, so you can change yourself and be strong. I didn't really mean what I said to you”

I felt better listening to it as she started braiding my hair

Shreya: “I really love your hair; I do get jealous of you at time because it’s so long and thick. It makes me fall in love with you every time I braid it”

She made me wear a bra as I was already wearing panties. She then draped me in a saree and finished with earrings and bangles. She was sliding her hands over my panties on the saree. The fabric was making me lose my mind as she walked behind me. She hugged me from behind and at this very moment, I forgot everything that has happened to me all day and we kissed and hugged each other. Shreya reached for my panties and started rubbing it and I was getting excited and I squirted in my panties immediately. I felt embarrassed, but she didn't stop and started playing with my nipples and we kissed each other again. She reached for a paper package nearby and removed a bunch of jasmine flowers and pinned it on my braid. The smell turned the atmosphere into heaven as we spent the night making love, while I was dressed in a beautiful saree. Shreya loved me as a woman and I promised her I will stay as woman forever. Training went well, everything was going perfect. It was like a dream come true. Shreya and I were supporting and loving each other.

I finished my training and didn't change the name on my application, and continued my life as woman. Shreya and I were assigned as woman police officers at the same police station. Life was settling for both of us and we decided to get married after I proposed Shreya to marry me. Shreya asked me to remain as a woman after marriage as well. We had a simple marriage ceremony and we live happily together as married couple. I do all the house chores and take care my beautiful wife, Shreya, while managing the office work like all working woman. Shreya still loves braiding my hair and I love the feeling of the braid touching me.

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Story credit: Tanya
Picture credit: Madhu Meghwal

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