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Sinthiya

I am 20 year old guy from Kerala. It was April 2006 when I completed my engineering in Bangalore and after 10 months of struggle I was designated as software engineer at a concern. I am the only son to my parents. During 2nd year of college I fell in love with the girl of my class she is very beautiful but we stand equal in all our character as like me she is the only girl to her parents. We both are short-tempered, arrogant and we got massive ego. We got successful 2 years of relationship. But soon after the college completion it automatically started gap between us and we broke up with each other. I was totally vexed and even thought of going back to Kerala. 

But I got another beautiful soul with me Niranjana, she was one of my good friend from my college 1st year. But more than that she was like elder sister to me. She was doing her Fashion Technology at my college and she was my senior. Once she was in same team and we are co-coordinators of college function I got a cut in my hand vein and severely injured she was only there and took good care of me. She even cried on seeing my pain. From that day we got strong bonding. My girlfriend didn't like this from me but she didn't intertwined between us. So I kept both of them at distance from each other. Niranjana lost her parents when she was 8 in an accident. She was not free with people and didn’t even talked to guys. She got all girl friends. She is very sweet to be with, but sensitive, fearful and very soft too. I felt the feel of my own sister in her. She was also in the same way, of course even stronger than me. She never let me down. She helped me lot while I was seeking for job. She’ll bring me lunch daily. She lived with her aunt who lost her 2 son and husband in same accident and her grandfather. She was Tamil girl but settled in Bangalore. Her family was very orthodox and they didn’t like her being close with me. But we got ourselves a good bonding.

After I broke up with my girlfriend I planned to vacate Bangalore and go back to Kerala. But Niranjana didn't let me to go. She asked me to stay there and seek for job and she promised that she’ll take good care of me. I stayed there. There I experienced the days I never thought of.

One day we went to forum after we watched movie we just had a pleasant chat there. I didn't feel right that time. I was vexed. Niranjana usually played some fun tricks to make me happy. I usually showed my sad smiled face. I just asked her why can't you stay with me for 2 days. She said I need somebody to be with, though I know it is not impossible, her aunt have never let her even a single night out after that accident from kid. She just smiled and replied "Better you know the answer!" We just started walking. After few minutes of silence she asked me "why can’t you come to my home with me?" This is impossible as same. I just smiled back. She again said "hey I am serious". I replied how can if your aunt was around you and she doesn’t like me". No she is heading to Tamilnadu for 3 days next week. Then I felt happy and I said am ready. But she replied "You do have terms and conditions for that". Whatever it is I said it is okay for me. The she said her grandfather will stay with her to look after her. Then what am supposed to do. She got silent for a moment. She used to call me "chutti" dearly. She asked me "Chutti, will you do anything for me?" she asked and I said playfully "you're not my girlfriend to-do so". She hit me playfully and asked me to answer seriously. Then I said "I do". There she got the proposal that shook me up, "Can’t you disguise as girl and come to my home for stay so that I can say you as my friend to my grandfather. This is the only option I have and you know well about my family, can’t you do this for me" she said.

I was shocked and just stood dumb before her. I never thought of such a thing in my life. But she didn't leave me, she expressed her feel that she already said of living together for quite long time ago. But the only question stood before me was this possible in real time. She said why cant. You can pass easily as girl. Your quite average height 5’ 8 normal for tall girl and you've fair skin. You even have less body hair and slim figure. This is enough and I can do the rest of the magic. I just stumbled on her observation and stood simply. She kept begging "Please chutti! Let’s do this. I love you!". I cant accept my male ego stopped me. But before me was the wonderful soul standing and begging me. I just said "yes". She hugged me that second politely and winked at me I know you do. But I expressed that I was shy to be like that with you. She just teased me and gave me a hand to the shoulder support and said I can take care of everything. But I started trembling she found that and kept teasing me till we were together.

That night on phone she kept asking me about my taste on girly stuffs. But to my surprise I answered all the questions she asked. For example, She asked me what you’d like to wear on girly clothes. I normally liked salwaar kameez to wear I replied. Which type of sari you’d like to wear? I really said I don’t want to wear sari and rest of it is okay. She agreed to that. Then about accessories, hair, jewelleries and everything. I realized that night she was strong in her plans and I have to go through this and I made up myself.

We planned to go shopping on Sunday. Before that we don’t want to go to shop to buy wigs for me. We both were bit embarrassed. Then we bought it online. The choice was mine. There I saw plenty of good styled wigs. I choose black Vogue medium long wig with adhesive. I thought it would reduce my subject of fear. It was very wavy, thick and even rich though bit costlier. Niranjana commented on my choice of selection and teased again. I just playfully hit her and lied on her shoulder. She started purchasing something on her own. Here, I have to say she is very creative fashion designer. She is such a beautiful girl in both appearance and dressing. We are same size. But she is just a bit thick skin.

The shopping packages arrived within 3 days. But I didn't open it. To be frank I felt shy to open it. But I kept that with me and informed Niranjana. The day of shopping came. She took me to the place that we never went before. It was heavily crowded but mostly with girls and ladies. I said to her I can't come. But she didn't leave me. It's your things to buy so you should come. She said "you’ll be sweet girl only if you come with me!". As I heard I felt jolt in my body. I looked at her with bit angry. She said "okay chutti I won’t tease you hereafter I promise!" She confessed.

We went to dressing showroom first. I asked her what we are going to get here. "Dresses for you" she said. I was embarrassed. It was whole lot of ladies section and only I can see the heads of girls and ladies the most. Niranjana said "Okay Chutti select your dress yourself I’ll get back to you soon" and she kept a jerk I caught her hand don’t leave me, I’ll come with you, I don’t want to be here and I don’t have any idea what to choose. She replied "Silly I am going to take inners for you" But you won’t come there so I plan to go alone" if you don’t feel shy you can come with me. I thought of a moment and said I’ll come with you. She looked me differently with smile. I was standing aside while she was picking undergarments. It was lacy with double color as string was red and gay as whole she asked is that okay? I just winked my eyes there. Then she took a black panty and white and maroon floral cotton type. After she took I asked whether it was branded? She looked me with mock anger. The she went to Brassieres section. I stopped 3 foot before. She saw my jerk and she hidingly caught my hand and dragged to the selection basket. At first she took a black bra with a strong cup. While she turned at me for comment I got jolt in my body and I cant see her eyes. She picked 3 like that and I asked why I that so big and it have strong cups. She said it was called Padded Bra. So it can give good looks for fakes. I don’t know what came to me I just hold her hand tightly. Then we came back again to salwaar kameez section, she choose some and openly asked for my option there. It was really cool, 3 are ready-made. One was full hand with tight gathering pant. It was pink plain tops and pink floral pant and pink duppata. Niranjana asked my comment but before that she knew my taste and saw my eyes teasingly and smiled. Second one was short sleeved crape-material green embroidery tops, purple pant with purple embroidery duppata. Third one was Niranjana’s selection it was Patiala styles of lavender set and crush cotton duppata. All these types of clothes I know because Niranjana was explaining to me while taking that. I asked her "niru what about my home wears?". She started smiling and said I think my girl was ready for the go it seems. I don’t have any hesitant with her any more I replied yes. And I said "This is all because my sisters beg me to do so!" But it was true too I’d never thought of this idea otherwise. But now I fully made up. We had a good laugh and I asked answer my question first I said. "No problem Chutti your sister owns you good stuff and don’t worry about that now!!" she replied. We paid cash and returned she started dragging me somewhere near crowed place. While we were walking her face lightened and turned to me and asked "What I am supposed to call my sister in front of grandpa? Suggest me some name she asked" I simply replied "It’s your sister and you can keep the name!" and winked. She laughed and went to think a name deeply while walking. She suddenly turned to me "How about Sinthiya?" She asked. I liked that and just smiled and nodded my head. Then she stopped at a place I can’t find a guy in that shop. It was fancy jewel shop.

Again she dragged me in. She asked salesgirl for glass bangles first showing the dress that taken for me. The sales girl asked for is that for you ma'am. She instantly replied no for my sister which is about his size said showing me and they both were twins. The sales girl smiled and showed us the selection. I choose white ivory metal bangle for my selection that I liked. She laughed politely on seeing my eyes. She taken all colors matched to my dresses. Then she selected a jewellery set for me. But it contained earring with hooks. I don’t know what she was thinking in her mind. After some choice she selected one which was golden imitation but it looked heavy. But I dint mind that much. Then she went by own and got some bindi packs a small black and maroon bindi. Then she asked for nose pin. I scolded and refused that I won’t put that so she left that and dragged me to hair accessories section. To say I used to suggest her hair accessories while we are in college. Even I bought something for her often. Even she liked my taste on that because Niranjana got long and wavy hair I liked in her most. So I don’t have any shy on selecting that but selecting for me gave me different experience. Though I took hair clips of 4 she took some bands and catches. She said she is going to use all these after me. Then she got some lip liner, lipstick and eye pencils. She even bought nail polish and remover. Some brushes she picked from tray. At last she took me to the footwear section she started picking footwear for me. I took my choice and opted for cut shoe. But she resisted and said the foot wear is my part and choice is mine. She asked for my size it was male 8’. So it must be 9.5’ in ladies slipper she said herself. She exactly took a size started fitting to my leg suddenly. I was shocked and turn for the peoples around me. But my fortune no sales people or crowd was there. She agreed and wore and then I noticed it was 2 inch pointed heels. I scolded her that she is talking things too far. But she said only it can give you a controlled walk. So it adds your femininity believe me she insisted. It was true but I was never before in this stuff I said. Don’t worry while your sister is around and she picked that heel it was black and tan combined very pointed 2 inch heels. It was really good. We finished that shopping. We were tired and went for dinner in a nice restaurant.

I talked to her, "Niru I got bad feeling about this can I do this?" I asked her. "Don’t worry I’ll take care of everything I won’t let you down" she said. But I kept asking my fears one by one. "What about my voice?" I asked she replied "you’re going to talk only with me, occasionally you’re going to meet grandpa downstairs so don’t worry all about that just speak in your lips in pitch you can manage" she said. Then I asked about my Adams apple because it can clearly show any ones gender. She replied you have more skin there it’s not that visible though keep down your head it’s no big deal and even you can hide it with duppata wearing it backwards. That tip was good and I got little courage to do this. There we had a good chat and finished lunch and started walking again. While walking she pointed some girls and asked me to observe their body language, behavior, giggles, dresses and everything. As we walked we reached at a place it was a ladies beauty spa where she is the client. I asked her why we are here. She replied "To have your ears pierced and thread your eye brows!!" I suddenly got angry because I don’t like such things. She suddenly smiled at me and said she was kidding and asked me to come with her and inside. She kept on teasing me that day with this whenever she gets the ball in her court. But I enjoyed that. I was waiting at reception soon she went she came back with some creams she said it was cosmetics. There she took some measurements of me on chest hand hips and legs. Then we started back to home. But we both got ready for this. We don’t have any other choice to be together than this. We need to feel the extreme brother and sister love.

She bought a leather handbag which is good. Our shopping is almost finished and she bought everything for me that I need. She asked me to take that to my room except dresses. Only I stayed in that apartment and my one friend was in Kerala for long time so I can take that all. She then asked me to use a cream that she got from beauty parlor. I asked what is that she said just use it and shook me bye and walked to her home. I came to my room and kept all things before me. The feel in me was something different. My mind asked me to use all that stuff now. I just called niru and said about my feel. She just teased me your eligible to become a girl now and you’ve got first quality of it. I just giggled and had some good talk that day. That night I shaved my face twice and started to use that cream she asked me to put that in my hand and foot of my leg I did so and went to bed with thought of the coming days with my sister.

Thursday was my date to get ready. The cream she gave was really cool I got very high complexion skin soft even to say it was like a girl’s skin. My hand and foot was so smooth and whiter that before. The plan was she’ll be in my apartment by 5 evening after she dropped her aunt at bus stop. The real fun started.

Soon she came we locked the door. Only my house owner knows her so no problems of suspect. But I started trembling. She realized that and hugged me for a long while. Nearly 10 mins I came back to normal. We started getting ready. Before she came I shaved clean except legs and hands. I have only little thin hairs a normal girl has. So she said me to undress and opened the purchased things and gave me. She asked me to wear lingerie first. She picked black padded bra and panty. Before she was handing it over to me she put something in that. Then I realized it was sanitary napkin. She smiled and said it was for a reason I wore. She helped wear the bra I just stood dumb. She took some jelly like 2 little bags from her bag and inserted to my bra for fake boobies. But the same time we both broke into heavy laughter. The panty was hard to wear but I felt sensational.She soon handed one black chemise. I wore it seems it gave me very girly top. She stopped dressing me and asked me to sit in a chair soon she unpacked the mail and took the wig. I heard "my goodness it was really beautiful than my hair. I Felt shy to see somehow, she fixes a wig cap before and fixed that with adhesive. She just combed neatly back and took all the front hair and she just put a simple black catches. She then started on my face She didn't apply much make up. My brows are thick though it had good shape she just enhanced that. A bit and very dull line of eye liner she used for my medium round eye. Then she applied light red lip liner followed by lipstick. She already put some cream and coat of talcum powder because of my fair skin. She put 2 bangles in my right hand but it was not the one we bought that day. It was Niranjana’s gold jewels. It was tight but looked beautiful in my hand. Right she wore a feminine bracelet of her it was also gold and has small dangling bells. She wore very thin pendent chain in my neck. She even bought anklets for me I wore it. The she took the mail and gave me skin tight stocking to cover my leg it showed my leg more feminine. She said on whisper I think my girl is ready to go let me wear you the dress come here she called. I just stood up. She took the pink salwaar kameez and I wore it. It's top fits me snugly. Niranjana have altered that to my measurements so I don’t need any hip adjustments. The bottom was tight gathering type I really felt girly while wearing it. She wrapped duppata on me. Almost everything is over. To my surprise the package has some more things in it. It was a medium Dangling earring with pink stone work clip-on. She put me tight on my ears. It's dangling gave me different feeling. Last she fixed maroon bindi and she kept staring me for a while with quiet smile. I really felt shy first in my lifetime and ran to back of her and hugged from there. She beautifully planted a kiss on my forehead. My room doesn’t have a nice mirror so we prepared to leave for her home.

She bought her scooty, fist she went out of the apartment; I heard her laugh and met with someone. I got sudden trembling. It was my landlady. How can I go out I like this she’ll definitely know. But Niranjana acted smart there. I heard She was saying loud "Sinthiya! Bathroom is on left side near the bedroom you can use that no problem!" I rushed to bathroom for and sat my dress was something different and even I started to respond while she called me Sinthiya. My tremble reduced. But how can I meet I meet her so I stayed her a while long. I heard Niranjana talking to that lady. "Aunt? Where is Srijin? He was not in the room?" She just replied don’t know.

We planned to take him to my friend marriage but he was not there she was inquiring unknowingly. I just heard and got confident to balance the situation. I came out slowly suddenly Niranjana gave a voice "Take your helmet and the handbag" suddenly strike an idea I took that helmet and wore it came out with my new heels tik-tok with confident and in my best feminine voice to Niranjana "Let’s go niru! It’s already time" I said and landlady was very near to me. I pretended to adjust my helmet soon she bid goodbye to her I came down. But I fell on those heels at stairs. Niru gave me support and I rode her scooty to her home. She started laughing uncontrollably. I was still in that nightmare. So after a time she started scolding that I spoiled her makeup and preparation by wearing helmet. So asked me to put aside in a shopping mall. Then she asked me to take my helmet I took my catches fell my hair messed. She scolded and adjusted bit in hand. Soon she winked at me and asked "Do my girl need to use restroom". Soon we are at the restroom its girl’s restroom that I was first time there. She adjusted my hair and did same catches. But unfortunately there are no ladies using that restroom. I asked helmet again. She refused and said she is going to drive and you are going to come like this. Again my fear started but Niranjana consoled me and this is to gain confidence she said. I came out from the restroom, I never been in the public as a girl before. I really hold niru's hand tight but she was enjoying on seeing me. I saw many men were having their eyes on me. I’ve never felt that before and I was embarrassed even I saw a man ogling at my boobies continuously at parking without knowing I covered it with my duppata. Niranjana Saw this and started teasing mercilessly. But it’s my time to keep quiet. She started her bike and I asked her shall hold your hips. She readily agreed "with pleasure chutti?" soon she bit her tongue and said "With pleasure Sinthiya? liked that and hold her in grip she started to her home. It was about 45 mins from there. Now I got confidence for the big go.

After a good ride we reached her home. I went in with some fear. As soon I went in I saw her grandfather sitting in living room and watching television. He saw me and Niranjana introduced me to him, grandpa she is Sinthiya my friend came here for interview and is going to stay with us for a while I soon bowed him down for his blessing he blessed and asked to take me to her room for some rest. We headed stairs and I just got big relief and fell on her bed. She asked me "Are you happy now dear?". I smiled and said yes. She gave me huge hug. Then she asked me to refresh and got work to do. I just don’t know what to do she picked me some night wears and said me to put that. It was royal blue cotton tops and a black cotton skirt. I just removed all the jewels except my bangles and neck pendent. But she gave me a gold clip on for ears. It was small and elegant. No more dangling in ears I said but she simply replied sorry. I then just removed napkin from my panties. It was so hard but the panty felt really good. Then I wore she gave but still it was feminine. She wear similar to mine asked me to come down with her. She showed the home because it was the first time in 3 years coming to her home. Then we went to cook dinner for us. I was the one to serve grandpa he is good and talkative. I just managed by smiles. We cleaned vessels and grandpa went to bed. We went upstairs and had a chat. All during the chat she hugged me near to her by side. She said I want to discuss with you something serious. She asked me to stay with her as her sister and continue to live as a girl. She promised me that she will convince aunt and my parents too that I always wanted to be a girl. I always wanted a sister and I started loving being a girl. Though I was confused to take decision I said yes to her. She said its like new birth of a girl inside me. We should cut a cake. We wore matching blue dresses ordered a cake and welcomed new girl.

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